…it’s just time for me to fix my emotions and my heart in much healthier ways so i can take care of myself. like the john mayer song below says…i’m in repair; i’m not together, but i’m getting there. or at least i’m going to seriously start working it. i feel a lot better than how i felt this morning, that’s for sure.

It’s been two long months since I took a good look in the mirror
And in that time I find these lines on my face have gotten clearer
It’s time I reintroduced myself to the world
Show them what I’m all about

-”Story of Your Bones” by Jennifer Nettles

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me

Oh, it’s taken so long
I could be wrong, I could be ready
Oh, but if I take my heart’s advice
I should assume it’s still unsteady
I am in repair, I am in repair

-”In Repair” by John Mayer

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap

-”Defying Gravity” from Wicked